“

Have you ever felt the need to stop your agenda and collapse in a puddle of love?

On the August 8, Lion’s Gate Weekend, I Joa had a big heart opening at a medicine wheel on Mount Shasta. I will share here what was downloaded for myself first, and maybe some of this applies to your life as well.

The Masters have told me, how wide the heart can open is infinite. What closes the heart is being fixated on right and wrong. This year is my number 4, Heart Chakra year, a year of big growth, of replacing any form of rejection with acceptance, so I can accept more loving opportunities into my life. To allow this growth, I have had to let go of the insane idea that “I’m unsupported, ” and what I have to offer could be “rejected.”

Do you ever get this feeling that you are not supported as you would like? Do you have the fear of being rejected; that whatever you have to offer may not be considered good enough, or wrong?  Do you sometimes feel empty inside, and get cravings for something or someone to fill a gnawing void?

So many people, including many men like myself have been deeply conditioned to believe happiness will result from something we do. We work for approval. And this belief puts us on a never ending exhausting treadmill of trying to do something great so we will be rewarded with more money, recognition, or at least have the satisfaction of providing for our love ones. We become weighted down by our big agendas, tired and depleted, because all along the way, we had been depriving ourselves the unconditional love we needed and deserved. Then, we look for cheap substitutes for the love we don’t feel. For example, the craving for sweets is usually about the craving for more love in our lives.

It’s too easy to look for love in unhealthy ways. Even looking for love from our loved ones can not really remedy our emptiness.  If we are not connecting with a deeper love, we become stealers of other’s energy. Then we find petty reasons to judge them for not meeting our expectations.

Nothing of this world can replace divine love.  So much drama can be avoided when we feel deeply connected instead of separate. The love of your I AM is the greatest love of all.  Feeling nourished by God’s love is so profound that it can never be fully expressed in words.  Most people only get to feel it in a big way upon their passing from the earth plane.

We often hear about people who have had a near death experiences, who temporarily merged with that ecstatic divine love of God, and were then given the choice to come back. Then, they miraculously healed from whatever illness or accident they had. This happened because they became filled with God, their divine source energy. (By the way, if you don’t like the word God, just replace it with Great Spirit, the Universe, the Source, or whatever works for you.)

You need not wait to die, or have a near death experience to be flooded by this “off the chart” divine love.  You simply make the decision to come home to God’s love. Did you hear that? You simply ask the Great Spirit to shower you.  You might want to do this now. Ask, and you shall receive!

On a regular basis, we all need a Divine Love Shower, no less than the plants and trees need regular rain. To me, this is the ultimate spiritual practice, because when you feel full of God’s love, you are truly free. Nothing of this world can bother you because you are already in heaven.

To be a walking Christ is to know you are a son or daughter of God, and you are adored by your divine father and mother. Can you feel your divine mother and fathers love? Most people lack this connection mainly because of their unhealed childhood trauma memories. But applied intention and faith can dissolve the veil of separation between your divine parents at any time. Why not now?

I invite you to take a moment now to feel the Holy Trinity.

The Divine Father principal is your I AM. He is your consciousness. He is your awareness that you are aware, and your life is the result of your choices.   He is your wise teacher, guiding you to live in a more grand way. He is also called your Future Self, who knows you can be, do, or have anything – if you choose it without distraction. Like sunshine that makes plants and trees grow tall, he is your light above, enticing you to stretch beyond who you thought you were, grow tall, and live your highest truth.

Then, there is your Divine Mother. In Christianity, she is call the Holy Ghost. She is the aspect of your being who is one with the universe, with nature, with the flow and rhythm of all the life cycles. She is your teacher of harmony and compassion to those who or suffering.  And that part of you who still suffers. She blesses your every step and nourishes you with infinite love. She loves you during your darkest hours as well as your greatest triumphs, for she is your universal mother who gave birth to your existence. She is the Great Spirit of all things visible and invisible. When your mind is open to her, you will notice magical synchronicity’s with what and who manifests in your life. She is the divine will power behind manifestation. Without her approval, your high ideas are dead in the water.  She represents your subconscious mind and your Kundalini Shakti, the soul force that builds and rises within the central column of your body. To love her is to love your own soul. Ask for her blessing. With her strength of loving behind your endeavors, your success is certain.

Above all, your divine mother cares. She cares about you, your existence. She’s here to hold you, to wipe your tears, and rock you in her arms until you have let go of all your nightmares of feeling separate, rejected,  and unsupported. She has been supporting you (like the earth, sun, and rain supports all life) all along your path. . As you open your eyes to her support and nourishment, you will feel endless gratitude and a divine flow with having all your needs and desires met. The loving support we each are really given is infinite and always. It is only our thoughts of deprivation that attract depriving appearances. Overall, our minds have long been disconnected from our Divine Mother. She is the Love that pulls us together, including lovers, friends, families, prosperous business connections, and spiritual community. She is this loving force of the universe that heals all hearts. Today her presence is rising in the consciousness of all humanity just in time to save our earth, and eventually to awaken all human souls.

Then there is you, the product of your divine parents. You are a child of your divine mother and father. When you feel hurt, upset, abandoned, or neglected, you have temporally forgotten the love of your divine parents; the sunshine of your I AM beckoning your rising, and your divine mother’s infinite compassion and patience for your evolutionary process. When you feel your divine parents infinite love for you, life becomes magical because you have shifted from a wounded child to a magical child full of wondrous ideas and creativity.

This trinity is already installed in you.  It is called your Heart Flame.  This 3-Fold Flame includes the rose pink flame of your Divine Mother Self, the blue flame of your Divine Father Self, and the gold flame of your Christ Wisdom Self. You are the wisdom of being raised by your divine parents, and becoming the balance between these masculine and feminine aspects. As you have learned to accept everything about yourself, and everything about others, because everything we have gone through was required for us to become all that we are, you are marrying all your fragmented parts into oneness., and your spiritual awaking is moving into enlightenment. You are becoming a uniquely beautiful embodiment of Christ consciousness, and way shower of wholeness and happiness.

Divine Love to you on your path!

Joa Janakoayas